The Other Path

who am I? how am I different? I am the one in 1,000 who when faced with "the questions" refuses to trick myself with half-answers or various other ways of "ignoring the issue"...the question now is can I be the one in 10,000 who can go down this (these?) other path(s) without losing my sanity, or be the one in 100,000 who actually live a "better" life as result...or perhaps I can be the one in 10,000,000 who are strong enough to endure and question to the point of truth? wait, truth??